How the Mormon Church Creates Doomsday Preppers.
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How the Mormon Church Creates Doomsday Preppers

I was about ten years old the first time I truly feared the world might be ending. I remember lying awake imagining our garage stacked with barrels of wheat and rice, our basement filled with canned food. If the apocalypse came, I worried desperate neighbors would storm our house to steal our stockpile – and…

The Exact Moment I Stopped Believing in the Mormon Church
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The Exact Moment I Stopped Believing in the Mormon Church

If you had told me years ago that one day I’d be sitting down to write about the exact moment my faith in the Mormon Church crumbled, I would have dismissed you outright. My entire life was built around the idea that The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints was the one true church….

All about mormons.
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An ExMormon’s thoughts on “All About Mormons” by South Park

For a show that has built its reputation on mocking everything from politics to pop culture, South Park’s take on Mormonism is surprisingly… nice. Unlike some of its harsher religious parodies, the 2003 episode “All About Mormons” doesn’t portray Mormons as sinister or oppressive. Instead, it presents them as overly wholesome, aggressively friendly, and—at least…

The Mysteries of the Mormon Afterlife.
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Unlocking the Mysteries of the Mormon Afterlife: The Wildest Board Game You’ll Ever Play

Imagine an afterlife where you get to rule your own planet, populate it with spirit babies, and live like a celestial boss. Sounds wild, right? Welcome to the Mormon afterlife, a cosmic board game where the stakes are eternal and the rules are… well, let’s just say they’re complicated. Grab your “devil’s bean juice” (or…

Alyssa Grenfell holding her old Mormon journal.
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Reacting to My Very Mormon Childhood Journals

If there’s one thing Mormonism is good at—besides creating a network of genealogists—it’s encouraging journaling. As a former devout Mormon girl, my journals are like time capsules of my younger self: awkward, deeply religious, and slightly embarrassing. The idea behind it? To chronicle your spiritual journey so your future kids can marvel at how committed…

Inside the Honor Code My Experience at BYU.
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Inside the Honor Code: My Experience at BYU

When I first stepped onto the campus of Brigham Young University (BYU), I had no idea that I was entering what could only be described as a surreal, highly controlled microcosm of Mormon culture. For those unfamiliar, BYU is owned and operated by the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and students are required…

Why I No Longer Believe In God.
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How I Stopped Believing in God (From Mormon to Atheist) 

Alright, let’s just rip the Band-Aid off—I don’t believe in God. At all. And yes, I know that probably makes some of you clutch your pearls, but stick with me. Here’s the thing: I wasn’t always an atheist. I grew up very Mormon. Like, prayed-morning-and-night, got-married-in-the-temple, knocked-on-strangers’-doors-to-convert-them Mormon. God wasn’t just part of my life—He…

The book of mormon.
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The Book of Mormon: Why I Now See It as Fiction, Not Fact

Growing up Mormon, I was taught that the Book of Mormon was the most correct book on the planet—a miracle of scripture that brought me closer to Jesus Christ. Joseph Smith, the founder of Mormonism, claimed it was a translation from ancient golden plates buried in the Americas.  But years later, as I researched and…